Molly

Today a man came.

He said that Molly was his, that lost her when he took her out for jogging, or something like that.

From his description, it did sounded like he is the owner.

When I left, he was in a discussion with ah gu.

I wonder what happened.

What is Molly's fate?

Will I see her again the next time I go to my grandma's house?

Even though she always bark when I'm there, she is still somehow adorable in a bitchy kind of way.

All Grown Up

Warning: If you are a Jonas-hater or you have some sort of prejudice towards them, you can skip this post.

I'm not exaggerating when I say that I have goosebumps when I'm listening to the leaked album of Nick Jonas's side-project: Nick Jonas & The Administration.

The Nick Jonas, who was a small boy when I first heard of him is now all grown up. The first time I heard him sing was the song: Please Be Mine, where he still sounds like a girl. (Haven't quite reach puberty just yet)

The small boy is now all-grown-up, with his own career. True, this is only a so-called side project, but I believe that sooner or later, the Jonas Brothers is going to break up and this is the path that dear ol' Nick is going to venture on. This is a stage he had set for himself.

His album is more mature. The music more grown-up. And I'm sure all the fans could not have been more proud of him.

Track list:

1. "Rose Garden"
2. "Who I Am"
3. "Olive & an Arrow"
4. "Conspiracy Theory"
5. "In The End"
6. "Last Time Around"
7. "Tonight"
8. "State of Emergency"
9. "Vesper's Goodbye"
10. "Stronger (Back On The Ground)

My personal favorite so far, are Last Time Around and Stronger. Though others are catching up quite quickly. :)

Enjoy the songs: they're on the playlist.

Nick Jonas's album Preview

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong,
and no one understands you.

I suddenly felt like this is the soundtrack of my life.

It is now 2am on the 17th of January.

I just spent 2 hours of tossing and turning on my bed before I finally give up and decided to do something else until my dear ol' friend, Sleep, decided to pay me a visit.

I caught my self reminiscing about my life before the whole fiasco. About how I would move back into my home. About how I'm going to decorate my room when it happens. How I'll try to fight with my brother to get the bigger room. How I'll improvise if I got the smaller room instead. How going to college might be easier. How I wouldn't have to worry about having no parking for the Kelisa on the days where I got to drive it. How it'll be more convenient to hang out with both friends from the college and from the high school.

It all started when I told Mom about a dream I had a few days ago. When she told me that she had been considering it, it just set my brain off. The wheels are turning and the hopes are building.

I just hope it won't come crashing down.

I hope in the near future, it will happen.

And I hope, Sleep will come to me soon.

Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows

I didn't even know it had leaked until now.

The trailer for the 7th(and 8th) installment of the Harry Potter franchise: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows; they didn't specify which is which.

No Boundaries

Just a short 3 days, a new semester would start. The Spring semester of year 2010.

This year is gonna be yet another challenge to my life. Like I read before somewhere, it is another chapter in a book I call "My Life".

I'm gonna challenge myself more this year. To be a better family member, friend, confidante, student, secretary, etc. In the nutshell: I want to be a better person.

"Do not lower your goals to the level of your abilities. Instead, raise your abilities to the height of your goals"

This is a quote I found in the 2010 planner that I had and I thought it was really meaningful. I'm gonna set it as my guide this year.

As the song say: No Boundaries. :) This is the Adam Lambert's version though. I know it's so outdated of me, but I really got to know about this one today. Oops. Though I love Kris Allen's version, I prefer this one. There is just so much more energy here and it kinda send the message across.

It's Ugly

yet, I couldn't help it.

Love Me for Who I Am

I want someone to love me
For Who I Am
I want someone to need me
Is that so bad
I wanna break all the madness
But it's all I have
I want someone to love me
For Who I Am

Who I Am
Nick Jonas

Looking Forward to A Brand New Year

It is kind of sad to say goodbye to "2009". It seemed like just yesterday that I was at the countdown to 2009, but in a blink of an eye, I'm saying hello to "2010".

To me, "2009" is very meaningful. There are so many things happening: some gains, some loss. But all in all, I've learned something from everything. Friendship bonds. Family getting tighter. It is a year to remember.

To my HeeheeHaahaa family members, the past year had been a roller coaster ride. There are ups and downs, but it didn't stop us from living our lives. I'm glad and thankful that we had each other for support and that we are practically minutes away from each other.

To my crazy KiSiao-ians, you guys are like my second family. In a place where I spent most of my time (SCSJ), you guys are the one who accompany me through it all. Thank you very much for all the memories that we had created together. It is wonderful that we had created so many memories together and thanks to you, my college life was never dull.

But of course, life goes on... It's not good to keep dwelling on the past, we have a life to live!

I hope that "2010" would be a better year. With healthier and happier lives.

I really look forward to a great year along with my family and friends. Let us go through yet another year filled with joy and fun!

Happy New Year
2010

Love,
Chelsie

Molly welcoming the New Year with a new outfit. :)